still thinking if i shld quit mac & find other job.. or shld i try becoming a floor manager ? hmm.. not sure.. i want my laptop back badly ! i dreamt of buying a new laptop last night.. omg.! haha.. rotting whole day at home today ! shldnt have ask for off.. sian man.. now hardlly see friends online.. all working ba ? haha.. & i still haven book the chalet ! omg..
am i someone who is too forgiving ? i am someone who will just message you to clear everything if i am unhappy with you.. & sry if my words are hurtful. now everything is back to normal. but the feeling is no longer the same.. the way u reply, is just so different frm last time. whatever u said to me, was it true ? the thing that i hate most - liars.
i'm someone who love to joke!! tats my job.. making ppl laugh.. making ppl happy.. making ppl enjoy their time wif me.. caring for others.. but who is there who truly cares about me ? who is there to make me laugh? who is there to make me happy? used to think tat time can make something change,.. bbut i was wrong.. in the end.. i stil have to face the reality... i had oso realise tat a single small thing tat happened.. it can change our whole life.. our friends. and even our future.. how i wish tat i can turn back the clock.. and bcome a small kid agn.. those little things tat can make them happy.. those life tat have no stress..
isnt it wonderful?
with or without me,
it doesnt make any differents.
life just goes on as normal.
i wonder who will it be,
or its just a normal day.
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